Acknowledge if you are feeling bad. There is no need to convince yourself that you should not feel that way.
Lord is me, even man is me. Intelligent is me, even mad is me.
When you tap on the demon within you, you will forget to fear the ghosts outside.
What you want to be is neither big nor small. When you recognize the divinity within you, whether you are a celebrity or a layman would not really matter.
All your emotions will reach an epitome. That's the time you shall collapse, to start building yourself all over again.
This strangeness is so different as if I know it somehow. It's not strange anymore, like to me, you are now.