This highest kind of truth is never something the artist takes as given. It's not his point of departure but his goal. Though the artist has beliefs, like other people, he realizes that a salient characteristic of art is its radical openness to persuasion. Even those beliefs he's surest of, the artist puts under pressure to see if they will stand.
The best way a writer can find to keep himself going is to live off his (or her) spouse. The trouble is that, psychologically at least, itβs hard. Our culture teaches none of its false lessons more carefully than that one should never be dependent. Hence the novice or still unsuccessful writer, who has enough trouble believing in himself, has the added burden of shame. Itβs hard to be a good writer and a guilty person; a lack of self-respect creeps into oneβs prose.