The only thing I think about is helping the team, respecting all my team-mates, not being selfish.
I think that being confident gives you more freedom. It liberates you, helps you have the courage to do things on the football pitch.
There are so many clubs with great squads, good managers, good financial situations that allows them to sign good players.
I live in a bubble. Real life is the one my friends live. They've had to look for work, sign on to the dole, and emigrate. That's normal life now. My life as a footballer is not normal.
If you want to be anonymous, you can go to Soho or Camden, and it's not a problem. There are a lot of Spanish people. If you go to Piccadilly or Oxford Circus, you hear lots of Spanish voices, but I'm not recognised much.
As a child, we would all go to a tiny village near Burgos, and we'd have typical Spanish parties in the summer. There would be a band and grandparents dancing all night dressed up as American Indians and things like that.
