I always think of the word 'abandonment' when I think of the character.
Everybody thinks for one moment when they're pregnant that they're actually carrying the spawn of the devil.
My whole relationship with Bowie started when I was 13, and I bought a copy of 'Aladdin Sane' when I didn't have a record player. I had this record for a year before I could play it, and it was the image - not the sound - that I was attracted to. I just saw this image and thought he was my cousin.
Nic's Charlie is something very particular. You can't really put them together. It's a phantasm.
I wasn't around when Nic was playing Donald. I was around with Charlie.
I remember noticing, when I had my babies, how much I liked them, and not just loved them, but I was really into them. I knew I was going to be curious about them and up for the mayhem ahead. But at the same time, I remember noticing I was relieved this thing was present in me. And I hadn't realised there might be a doubt.