You can't look at people being crucified. Even if you know it is just pretend.
In my life, I've had estates in Russia, houses in Spain, in Norway, in the deep south of America.
I find talking about acting very boring, having to come out with platitudes about how terribly nice everyone is. I would much rather just do it.
Acting attracts shy people and show-offs.
I don't think I've been in a supporting role in any of the plays I've done, ever.