You're definitely a different person at different stages in your life.
But I would never insult the people that love this music and I would never insult the blessing of music in my life and I would never insult myself by playing uninspired music.
I refuse to make uninspired music.
Genetics do play a role in how you consciously or subconsciously manifest your true self.
The only way that you can find any semblance of a rule, or make any semblance of your own rule, is to tear up the rulebook. Throw it out, burn it, throw it away, and make your own rules.
They say time will make all this go away. But it's time that's taken my tomorrow, and turned them into yesterday.