They say time will make all this go away. But it's time that's taken my tomorrow, and turned them into yesterday.
You're definitely a different person at different stages in your life.
The only way that you can find any semblance of a rule, or make any semblance of your own rule, is to tear up the rulebook. Throw it out, burn it, throw it away, and make your own rules.
Genetics do play a role in how you consciously or subconsciously manifest your true self.
I refuse to make uninspired music.
But I would never insult the people that love this music and I would never insult the blessing of music in my life and I would never insult myself by playing uninspired music.