When youâre in your twenties and you havenât fully realized what you look for in a partner, the single market has about everything you can imagine and more. And youâre like a blank canvasâeveryoneâs like a blank canvasâas you discover how to paint a relationship together. Later in life, when youâve experienced love and heartbreak and you find yourself single again and returning to the spouseless market, you kind of figure out that whatâs left for youâŠis not a blank canvas for you to write your story on anymore. Every bachelor comes with a previous story, with drama and emotional baggage from their past relationships. And youâyouâhave to deal with it all, measure the puzzle pieces and see if somehow they might fit within the gaps and cracks left by your own experiences.
The vibrant matte amethyst dial made the gleaming hour and minute markers seem to come alive. The long, thick hands were fragile, yet ceaselessly ticking by, like life itself. Countless hours must have been invested in the bezel, meticulously hashed all the way around. The tachymeter claimed prominence as if asserting that distance travelled over time should be of paramount importance. Never had the sheer pace and inevitability of time been better captured in an object.
And that was the thing, wasnât it? When life rode on its highs, you wanted it to go on forever. But in the depths of the invariable dives, youâd be happy to be put out of your misery, because whatever awaited beyond this life had to be better than this shit on Earth.
She watched him from afar and gave him the time and space to travel the emotional rollercoaster, commencing at stunned, progressing to upset and lurking at angry. Then he brooded and grieved for the end of his life as he knew it.