Quotes Tagged "bus"
I get so god damn lonely and sad and filled with regrets some days. It overwhelms me as Iβm sitting on the bus; watching the golden leaves from a window; a sudden burst of realisation in the middle of the night. I canβt help it and I canβt stop it. Iβm alone as Iβve always been and sometimes it hurtsβ¦. but Iβm learning to breathe deep through it and keep walking. Iβm learning to make things nice for myself. To comfort my own heart when I wake up sad. To find small bits of friendship in a crowd full of strangers. To find a small moment of joy in a blue sky, in a trip somewhere not so far away, a long walk an early morning in December, or a handwritten letter to an old friend simply saying βI thought of you. I hope youβre well.β No one will come and save you. No one will come riding on a white horse and take all your worries away. You have to save yourself, little by little, day by day. Build yourself a home. Take care of your body. Find something to work on. Something that makes you excited, something you want to learn. Get yourself some books and learn them by heart. Get to know the author, where he grew up, what books he read himself. Take yourself out for dinner. Dress up for no one but you and simply feel nice. itβs a lovely feeling, to feel pretty. You donβt need anyone to confirm it. I get so god damn lonely and sad and filled with regrets some days, but Iβm learning to breathe deep through it and keep walking. Iβm learning to make things nice for myself. Slowly building myself a home with things I like. Colors that calm me down, a plan to follow when things get dark, a few people I try to treat right. I donβt sometimes, but itβs my intent to do so. Iβm learning.Iβm learning to make things nice for myself. Iβm learning to save myself. Iβm trying, as I always will.